The following is an excerpt from a conversation with El Morya contained in Excerpt from Telos Volume 2 published on Cosmic Lighthouse.

The Will of God is not a God outside of you. It is simply the God that you are and that you have always been, although when you are in a physical incarnation you tend to temporarily forget. Your divine Presence is totally omniscient, omnipresent and omnipotent, and can fulfill all of your desires. You have temporarily forgotten that you are nothing less than an expression of this great I AM, incarnated in a human experience. You came here with an agenda to attain soul perfection, and expand your divinity to the fullness of the God-Mastery and Wisdom. You are here seeking advanced enlightenment and total spiritual freedom. You are here to become an unlimited God in all planes of existence.

This is an agenda of love for the Self, and that Self is no one but “you”. You are still too caught up in your mundane affairs, and are not seeking to attain the goals you have incarnated for. For too many of you, the affairs of your soul path and soul evolution have become the last concern on your agenda.

Well, my dear friends, when you are consciously putting aside the true goals of your incarnation for the sake of momentary human pursuits, your life turns out to be something very different than what you have envisioned for your life experience prior to your incarnation here. Once back to the other side of the veil, as you review the life you just left, there are always deep regrets. There is a profound desire to receive another opportunity for incarnation, to fulfill all of the soul’s desires that you have denied in your present life.

And this is how the merry-go-round of endless cycles of incarnations for the soul keeps repeating itself again and again, one incarnation after the other. Your divine presence, with great patience and compassion, have granted you thousands upon thousands of those opportunities. For so many of you, each time you come here, you ignore the reasons for your coming.

Lifetime after lifetime you did not meet your set goals for your incarnation. This is also why you are still here facing so many challenges instead of enjoying the bliss of the light realms. You will keep coming back again and again, until you finally surrender to the longings of your own soul. Your Divine Presence has watched you suffer, search and work endlessly for many lifetimes. It has observed your pain, your despair, your hopelessness, your fears, your tears, your doubts your shames and terrors. It has witnessed the great wisdom that has been gained in all of these incarnations, individually and for the whole of Creation. And it is longing now to bring you home, to freedom, to love, to mastery, to oneness, and to all that you are as a divine being.

When you surrender, it is the human ego, also known as the altered ego, that you gradually transform back into the original consciousness of your divine nature.

It yearns to bring you back home, but it cannot force you; it requires your willingness, your intention and your cooperation. It requires that you embrace the parts of yourself that have been abandoned and hated along the way of your many incarnations.

This is why surrender to the Will of your own divinity is such a divine grace to bestow upon yourself.

It is “you” who will be the greatest beneficiary of this grace. Someday, you will wonder why you have waited so long to come “Home”. Someday, you will realise that you really never had to suffer; it was your choice. And it was your resistance to the Love that you are that created all the pains and lessons that you have experienced for so long. It is now time to embrace a way of life that will nurture and embrace all of you, instead of one that diminishes you.

When you surrender, it is the human ego, also known as the altered ego, that you gradually transform back into the original consciousness of your divine nature. As you surrender to the process of cleansing and healing yourself with absolute trust, without judgement and without any fear, you can get through this rather quickly. The process reveals itself to be much less painful than it would be if you fight it all the way. The first step is always the hardest, and most overwhelming part of the path. Trust that once you have taken that step, the rest is much easier.

When you resist what is best for your pathway, your soul will simply allow you to have your own way for a while, until you can’t stand it anymore. Time is not of the essence for the soul, but we, as the masters of light, know that all of you have suffered on this planet long enough. We invite you to choose a more joyful destiny.

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