Forgive me if I ramble a little today. Several random thoughts running through me that may or may not prove related.

First, my recent silence. I know I go through spurts when I don't have much to say, but this period was motivated less by a lack of inspiration than by my own questioning what I was doing.

This year took off like gangbusters, but suddenly the energy to continue offering training events dissipated. Maybe I have attention deficit syndrome. Or maybe that inner voice was telling me I should offer something more.

Most of you are spread far and wide, and are a pretty diverse group. Those diversities are probably reflections of my own many schizophrenic ways.

Nevertheless, for a long while I've wrestled with trying to get a handle on what you want and need, and how best help you to get it.

I heard many stories of struggle and hardship, with many people feeling like they're going through it all alone. So I wrote quite a bit last year on coming together with others to explore the possibilities of community -- not in any formal arrangement, but simply in informal gatherings to draw upon each other's strength and friendship.

I saw the pain of uncertainty and confusion over what's going on and why the system under which we've built our lives seems to be falling apart. So we built PeaceOptions as a place you could go to get insight and direction to work through your own problems and act upon your growing urges to do something about those you were seeing in the world.

I even witnessed many of you struggling to apply the law of attraction and other principles of creation without the success you wanted. So I did a series of teleconferences with Tom and Seth to help you perfect your efforts.

But now I'm not sure which way to go.

Something inside says all this and more needs to be offered on an ongoing basis, to provide the ability to draw upon it in different ways for different needs and lifestyles.

After all, there are many who've recently joined us who haven't had the opportunity to participate in any of these activities.

So I'm dusting off all my old ideas and considering some new ones, too, to see what fits where.

It will probably end up a mix of remote offerings with some more extensive in-person training. But we'll see.

In the meantime, if there's anything in particular you're looking for, whether in terms of content or format, let me know (a comment here is great; an email even better) and I'll see if I can work it in.

Thanks for being here, and for sharing the journey with me. It means a lot.